Unoroora rinhi

B2 makadini chitupa ndechesimbi siyai chirohwe nemheni kurikunaya chinobva chatsakatika

I am a man in my mid 40's no children and wife. I am more focused on the bottle instead.

My issue is ndanzwa wangu, am at a point where am avoiding family functions and cutting down on my sphere. The question on everybody's lips is ucharoora rinhi?

Its quite insensitive in my opinion to ask anybody that  rhetoric question. Before you ask have you thought of how its going to make the other person feel.

Have you ever thought of how badly i might be needing a family but cannot seem to achieve that, but all people do is ask me.

Suppose i have a terminal illness, suppose i cant birth, suppose am bewitched and someone is using me as their spiritual husband, suppose i havent healed from my hearbreak.

In my case it could be a case of all on me maybe. I have resorted to the bottle. Its more safer for me.

Munoti handidewo here mukadzi, munoti handidewo here kunzi nemwana wangu daddy kukudiwa fees kusch. Kuschool kune trip, i need a new pair of shoes.

I really would love to husband and parent but circumstances have not allowed me to do so. I cannot sit and tell that to those close to me.

Yes, i have heard countless statements like 'makamboonawo kana mvana pano ichiti inodanana naye, kana chembere zvayo semhuri tinotambira kana aripo ngaachiuya hake, benzi nderako kudzana unotopururudza.

Am not taking the bottle because am thirsty. If you see me drinking you would  think my life depends on it, Well you are right, it depends on it.

I pray one day people would stop asking me when am getting married specially my family members. I jus wish they would stop telling me how familied people my age are. 

Am tired!

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